| life is such a roller coaster. full of ups and downs. omg its hard. why didn't god leave and instruction manual?? scratch that, he did...
thats all i need to understand now is just to let god be in control. but its so hard, me being an indepent-ill do it myself- person. its so easy for some people. or their just really good pretenders. i seriously wnat to cry. maybe that will make everything seem ok for now...
and the sad thing is, its not even that big of a deal. dang boys can really mess up a girl. how can you go from having no options to having 2.
why can't one jsut be a total jerk and make it easy for me. cause that would be too easy. i guess we all have to go through a time like this. and i thank god that i have the friends and family that i do.
k so winter formal?? i don't want to be the only junior going with a bunch of freshman. so i better see yall there.
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| hey so im in the big LBK right now... so leave me some comments for when i get back
oh and im thinking of switching over to myspace for good cause no one seems to care about this anymore
happynewyears
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good bye 2005
to all the good times and the bad
im going to miss all the times we had
going to games
spending time with freinds
(even when that ment doing nothing)
going to movies
riding in cars for hours
going to starbucks
going to the club for no reason
having movie days
and randomly getting ice cream
the first day of school
being 17
harry potter till 3 in the morning
ice days
so many things have happened this year
2005 is going to be hard to beat
so this is why i love these boys
windsuit night for moterey
jordan ryan and me
me bobby and jordan
jenna and spencer
pj day
there arn't enough words for this picture
neon night for the frenship tigers
we know how to ring the new year in
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| christmas just isn't going to be the same
ohh and i now work at abercormbie... so come visit me!! lol |
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hmm.... so theres this boy
so can i just start off with how boggled my mind is right now...
i can't even concentrate
on one side, theres the thing that i've always wanted
and the side that most people wouldn't pin me with
but one has had mulitple chances
too many
and yet doesn't take a hint
and then the other
i can't get to notice me
high school sucks right now
at least this aspect of it does
why can't it be like the movies
where the good girl gets the happy ending
it huts
to see this come so easy to some people
every second of their life is feeled with this feeling
that i have never felt
i think thats why i need this two week.. just to think.
oh and to go see jordan who i miss oh so much!!
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